| Broken Wings of Benvolio |
Friday, June 17, 2005
「 what behind my shadow. 7:41 PM 」

a lot of things happen lately...
first : the f'cking kidnapping at Cambodia... juz to retaliate to the korea couple, something like that, and got a canadian kid killed... this is not fair... ak-47s, armed idiots holding so many innocent lives on the brink. I tink its the chinese medicine that got me pretty emotionally weak. the f'cking doc told me to be positive. How to be positive when i see such things... this is crazy!

second : the headless body.. amputated by the 50 year old boss.. with a missing head. how cruel... why? why? juz why???? IN singapore???? this is absurd...

third : I m so f'cking possessive... never sms wun die rite.... its noting big deal abt it... really nothing.... why m i being a big fuss? cos i m sick, cos i need u... cos i wanna hear from u.. yeah u apologise... no doubt.. but how do u tink i m feelingn now??? yeah my fault for not being understanding...

you noe i tot.. doing something good for my dad.... treating him to go aviva... will be good... make me feel better... but I m still so sad... why? juz why? gosh this sickness is making me tink a lot of crap...

some wierd thinking..
if i m born in hong kong, and watch young and dangerous, i will be a gangster for sure...