| Broken Wings of Benvolio |: April 2005
Monday, April 25, 2005
「 what behind my shadow. 8:26 PM 」

was handling a fucking irritating custoemr...
was conducting training when she sms me....
was so busy for one whole dae...
and when i get home....

there is still no peace.....
mom got some problems....
dad went jogging and not eating dinner....
this is getting wierd.....

and yeah perhaps i have made a big fuss....
a big whoo haa of everything....
guess the only wae to find peace
is to rest in peace....


fuck life... part 2...



Sunday, April 10, 2005
「 what behind my shadow. 9:47 AM 」



Eunice Olsen


I have been impressed with her....
Singaporean pageant...
yet not letting her ego get her over like the other peeps..
she ROCKS!
why...

look at her trying to help Volunteer Toa Payoh Girls' Home
and her effort of forming a community for single mothers
hoping to give them morale support...

i find it real touching and admirable
GO EUNICE GO!



Test Test.
Exam Exam.

sometimes we are doing so much...
studying, studying, working, working..
what is this for...
what are all these for...

cant we do something big....
without all these fucking certs

the truth is....
no, there is no way....

I m starting to hate SINGAPORE lifestyle...
its pissing me off...



Thursday, April 07, 2005
「 what behind my shadow. 8:19 AM 」

Assignment is handed up...
its like a calm thingy...
but its always calm before a storm...
what's the storm...
exam...

hahaha.. the teacher said only have 4 subjects
very 'easy', stupid liar.....
fat stupid liar.....
hehehe...
oh well, going OCBC later...
hope not to see the people that I do not wanna see...

I wan stay home and do my own things leh....
what kind of life is this
when we work our arse out
when we study our arse out
and we dun even noe when we are gonna die....
what if we work so hard
what if we study so hard
and in the end
we dun get to enjoy ourselves
when we leave this fragile world...

LIFE.... sadx....



Monday, April 04, 2005
「 what behind my shadow. 8:48 AM 」

Making us walk all the way to SGH ----- BARCA!
Giving us the shock that patient is not there ----- BARCA!
Scared the hell out of us ----- BARCA!
Shifted to Mt-Avenia Hospital, never tell us ----- BARCA!
Make my mother worried until trying to hold back the tears ----- BARCA!

these son of bitches... are good for nothings..
guess what they are my fucked up relatives..
good for nothing son of bitches..
I HATE ALL OF YOU! YEAH I MEAN ALL OF YOU!!!!!
BARCA BARCA BARCA BARCA BARCA BARCA BARCA BARCA!



Saturday, April 02, 2005
「 what behind my shadow. 12:19 PM 」

Latest Addiction : Naruto...


jialat...



its weekend....
and i still dun get to rest...
discussion
assignment...
when will this end?
it is so strange...
study so hard...
work so hard...
for what?
all these and we are gonna die in the end...
juz why are we doing this?
to live to be happy...
but are we really happy?
study and work...
all these are stress...
are we really suppose to study and work to get happiness
what is true happiness?

god noes... only god...