Monday, March 28, 2005
mom's sick...
taking care of her
on my leave day...
tonight still got discussion group...
when can i spend a holiday when only I, myself, can enjoy and relax...
fuck....
they say, have to look at things positively...
i m looking, but its not working....
oh well, hopeful for the dae, or the period of time
when i can actually enjoy and relax...
but when?
Sunday, March 27, 2005
if anything could last over, its what i feel for you dear....
=D
Sunny morning, and when can i actually have a holiday when i can really enjoy myself. everytime study study, very pek chek one. i wan warcraft 3! *grins
Friday, March 25, 2005
so the badminton thing is a one to one thing...
guess what, tats quite hurtful...
ooh i got a tub of ice cream
i m eatting eat now...
tok abt something tat aint really important
but it matters
guess we both see it differently
i dunnoe what to do abt it...
so i m juz gonna keep quiet
mondae dun tink she can come over...
cos she need to see the school ting...
watever lahz...
not gonna make a big f**king fuss abt it...
cos SCHOOL MATTERS
fuck life... fuck the rule of not allowing downloading from torrent... fuck!
Thursday, March 24, 2005
oh well i kinda project myself in his shoes...
feeling that u noe, losing someone u love to another guy....
feels really wierd. reminds me of the time... me and ....
getting clare to change her mind when i m single....
yeah.. i noe how it feels...
it scares me somehow, should my history befall me again....
somehow i pity him... perhaps i juz come in at the wrong time
or he comes in at the wrong time...
feeling guilty but could do nothing about it...
i bought walnuts. cant bear to eat them. cos they look so nice from the outside, ohhh movie, what should i watch tml?
i have not decided yet... son of mask, is lame cos i like the baby, like i said.. only the baby.. so i dun really noe wat to watch...
why m i blogging, should there be a need to reason out? hmmm, watever it is, maybe cos i wan the one i love to read it... hmmm, mainly is cos of that.. or.. i dunnoe.. haaa
specs... i m toking abt MOVIE....
The power of technology... but its still unknown to some ppl.. haha
Me : So what movie you wanna watch on Friday? I am outside so I cant check, can check for me?
Her: Oh cannot, i dun have newspaper today, never buy
Me : Errr, your new computer?
Her: oh.....what website ahz....
Me : -_-''
haha lucky she got me! the loudmouth and hardspoken brat in singapore! hahaha the only brat... hahaha who she only needs. wahhaha
Wednesday, March 23, 2005
having this shit feeling when i wake up....
i dun feel like working...
not cos i dun like to work...
cos i m tired...
for the past two daes...
and todae, i will be going home late...
I M TIRED.....
but working is fun...
contradictions.... oh well pros and cons in everything....
PAUL: So when is the end date for my contract in Citi? Is it 10th April 2005
HARDI: errr, i tink is End of April, no I m sure it is end of April
PAUL: oh ok, u help me see can work longer or not....
HARDI: I will try lahz, but no gurantee....
after hanging up, I said, 'WTF'....
hehe
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
she got a new computer
i hope it does not replace me...
oh well..
hahaha. i tink i m jealous...
when can i get a new computer
fuck....
Sunday, March 20, 2005
her: 'My Boyfriend is a Peeping TOM'
wtf!!!!! =P
Monday, March 07, 2005
heard the news from the taxi driver that there is a news todae that a man killed his family and then commited suicide... in tampines... i tot to myself, haiz... there is nothing i can do abt it.... sigh... reminds me of a show dunnoe the title, but its like this man collects newspaper everyday, and the newspaper he read is the future date..... and he read the newspaper and help ppl.... cos he noe the future, kinda cool, but then... haha not in the wrong hands though.... its kinda sad, reminds me of the friend who commited suicide after getting burn from playing shares... i cant do anything abt it... haiz... life is so fragile, so dun waste it... pls.... btw, the family victim who died, has two kids one of them is juz 12 or 13... haiz
Thursday, March 03, 2005
Saturday Programme - warcraft 3 and badminton???
pending in progress.....
Tuesday, March 01, 2005
if he is going to the same poly....
things is gonna get so screwed...
i juz noe, in time to come...
it will happen, trust me...
so many what-ifs...
so helplessly sad...
there is nothing...
she can do
or
i can do
to make me feel betta
its juz the time... the future...
wait for the future to unfold...
den u will noe what will happen...
dunnoe wats wif me...
but its scaring me...
a threat... he still is...
but why nyp...
he gonna spend more time wif her...
ahhh watever...
let fate decides.. ba...
sobz...
she is happy... she should...
hope she will start to study hard...
and yeah she is very lucky, and that is very very good...
tings went her way...
thats life...
somethings do, somethings dun...
=D
