Sunday, February 27, 2005
went for a jog... been a long time since i jog...
thus, every step, i have to breathe harder den before...
conclusion...
i m getting weaker... its time for training...
its time to improve my fitness so that i can plae well...
i will plae well....
fuck care all odds...
oh well tml is the big day for her...
to me its more like a judgement day...
its either freedom or grounded...
i hate both words deep down inside....
haha but i guess its parts and puzzle of life..
i dunnoe how to cheer her up...
but then again, she has to be strong...
cos in future... she will face more tougher challenges ahead...
how should i help her...
geez.. i aint a counsellor... hahaha but...
i m sure she will do well...
i dun tink she can sleep tonite...
i m not assumming
putting on my black nerdy spects rite now...
hahhaa.... i m tired... i got eye bags...
din sleep well last nite... geeez...
need to rest... tml still need to work...
day-dreaming away.... wondering how a snake can swallow an ostrich egg...
i juz could not accept it....
time flies...
Friday, February 25, 2005
if only love could find us all, if only hearts didn't have to fall....
what if one wanna take a chance, to try to make things rite..
betta have a reason... to be love...
Walls are make of glass, and they are known to crack....
i dunnoe why i m quoting this, maybe nothing betta to do now...
dear dear i miss ya...
Thursday, February 24, 2005
Drowning in the deep sea, i got no ground beneath my feet....
Monday, February 21, 2005
i feel threatened... i dunnoe why, he still is a threat, he is still hanging out wif her... more often than me hanging out wif her... scary.... and i m sure he till now still aint getting the point.... as usual he is pissing me off... the hatred juz go deeper... I m the stealth assasin... i m starting to get angry...!
it feels so bad when u are working in a company as in attached there to do some post troubleshooting crap, and the company is toking bad abt ur company.... and they noe your existence and they noe what they sae affect me. it juz feel them good, but it made me wanna kill them... but then... i answered them with a smile... tolerance... the true wae to be a samurai... must learn to 'ren'....
den i can be the next HOKKAGE!!!! hahahahha
Saturday, February 19, 2005
a smart arse in front, but deep down i am an idiot...
read abt her friendship problem,
noe abt her academic problem,
noe that she is very depressed rite now...
i can only sit here and sms here
i can only sit here and blog...
an idiot rite?
he is adding on to the problem, does he noe?
it seems to me that he dunnoe
and he is pissing me off
without fail.....
all she wanna do is to maintain the friendship
she once had wif him...
but guess ppl change...
he change cos of me?
i dunnoe and i dun wanna noe...
hope he wakes up....
if he sees this, even better...
if he dun, too bad....
i m starting to get impatient...
with such pathetic losers....
he is making my dear dear depress
bloody geeky arse
Thursday, February 17, 2005
'delicious.....'
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
Dinner, was great, juz that its quite time pressing, rite? but haha the desserts there rox actually, will give it another try.... yeah dear? pls dear? haha.. but overall, i tink its ok lahz, but capable of betta planning in future. lol. but hey, the bottomline is, everydae is a valentine day...
i love ya dear... huggies...!
oh i love your present, will wear it for sure. hahaha...
Saturday, February 12, 2005
" this is a blog, blog means free speech, every rite to sae wat i want... i dun give a *censored* wat people sae... u have no rites to tell me to change or watever... u want me to create a acceptance of terms and condition for u, juz u especially, wif ur name on? lol.... dudette or dude, whoever it is, grow up... "
for this one time... i feel this song... it fits rite in...
its like wat if we noe her at the same time, seriously it scares me...
Who Do You Love
Moffatts
Here we are
You tell me I'm the only one
Who makes you feel love again
There you go
I see you watching him
When you don't think I know
Should I let you go?
So who's it gonna be
Is it him or me?
[chorus]
Who do you love?
Who do you need?
You're messing up my mind
Wastin' all my time
Who do you love?
What do you feel?
Stop playin with my heart
You're tearin me apart
Am I the one
who can make you fly up above
Is it me who can take you higher
than you're dreaming of
Now who do you love?
Who do you love?
Turn around
Do you really think you could
You'll play me like a fool
For you
Then I realize
When you touch me it's like nothing I have known
Could I let you go
So who's it gonna be
Is it him or me?
its quite scary when ppl tot abt death and stuff, but at least in this lifetime, i noe her... i get to noe her, i get to love her... and yeah get to be wif her... its a lifetime well spent, i hope this can go on, who do i suddenly feel like blogging, i tink its time to change blog and keep it within ourselves, or maybe set up a private blog or something like tat... but i love this template.. hahaha
this is a blog, i post it, u can choose to read, u can choose not to read...
so u have read, what could u do abt it?
have fun reading.... i noe ur out there....
and ur starting to getting on my nerves....
ur juz sho sneaky.... but this is a secret window...
we are not super stars, we do not need paparazzis!
i m gonna change blog should there be any more controversies
anyway, tables are arranged, place is cool.. so real cool.. she will so like it..
hahaha.. but she aint noe where it is. hahaha..
i tink she really like the gift i gave her... so looking forward to Monday...
but u noe something, Valentine's Day is an inflation day...
dinner prices increase, flowers increase, so much things..
why cant we juz settle with good food at hawker center...
not at all romantic, but... its the food... haha...
its the food we tok abt and commented...... haha...
like how much msg and nice or not.......... haha...
funny.. so funny... heheh.. but anyway...
i could have made mondae more perfect...
juz hope everything go smoothly...
i mean i dun tink will screw up...
cos i m not the cook...
unless the cook screw up...
oh the cook is Joyce... hahaha not the Joyce, but the other Joyce.. haha
TIRAMISU..... i wan TIRAMISU!
hyper mood todae, but mood swings... super sensitive todae......
'dude, fuck off....'
Thursday, February 10, 2005
it is painful when u make ur love one choose between her good friend, and u...
but it sure pisses u off juz the tot of it... when that good friend jokes around saying that he is ur love's bf...
i see that as plain childish and making the gal hate him even more...
grow up kid...
4 more days... and i have not finalised the time of the dinner... cos i cant contact the bloody woman! lol..
