Sunday, December 12, 2004
been a long time, dunnoe when i m sad, i will juz come here...
when there is no one to turn to, i will juz come here...
why why is it so? eyes... gossips... i simply hate them...
assumptions, my most hatred enemy has strike again...
sometimes i dun mean to assume...
but its juz that, i dun like the way things are...
yes i screw up... and i hate screwing up again...
life, this is life.. dead like me, who cares?
i screwed up her com, i screwed up her financial stability...
the thing is, its not wat i want...
maybe i should not have given her mom the idea...
but yeah i did.. haiz...
i hate being caught in the middle..
i need a kirin....
a kirin can guide me to do something that is right..
i need it right now... sigh...
Keki? where is my kirin?
sigh...
