| Broken Wings of Benvolio |: August 2004
Wednesday, August 25, 2004
「 what behind my shadow. 5:11 PM 」

i m juz so useless.. i m so useless.. i screw everything up.. why.. haiz.. sob... now u are doing all the thing, and i m juz sitting there... sobz.. sorry dear.. urghh



Tuesday, August 24, 2004
「 what behind my shadow. 8:50 PM 」

playing the reason repeatedly..
play it again n again
when i m on the bus
when i m at home
i juz wun get sick...

i miss you lots..
huggies...

=D



Wednesday, August 18, 2004
「 what behind my shadow. 7:18 AM 」

life is so fragile..
u have to look @ the bright side of life..
its the only way....


=D



Sunday, August 15, 2004
「 what behind my shadow. 10:28 AM 」

everything seems to be cold..
everywhere....
everyone...
went to the wake yesterdae...
pay respect to him...
i flashed by the mrt station..
when i m meeting my frienz to go to his wake..
i saw him...
i freaked out...
it mite be a sign of him showing tat..
he appreciates...
maybe he is beside me watching me blogging...
maybe he is touched...
but i m already very sad abt him leaving this world..
a fine chap wif a fine calibre..
its real sad... more saddening to see his mum...
eyes have been red from the time i was there and the time he left..
but why...
only he noes... or his close friend noes...
Rest In Piece Adrain...



Saturday, August 14, 2004
「 what behind my shadow. 7:26 AM 」

death is sad real sad



Monday, August 09, 2004
「 what behind my shadow. 5:29 AM 」

kiss...
the mtv.. it all started with a simple photograph that is taken in an accident.. and another fated accident at the saloon... haha and he left his scarf.. at the saloon, so she returned the cap or watever shit to him... and he asked her to take some photo.. and then love sparks.. i guess when the photographer realised that she is a great model.. then they started hanging out... went for motor racing.. and having fun.. den he was one day developing some picture.. got this phone call, put the liquid shit on the shelf.. and its raining, she is alone outside, she needs someone to shelter for her.. and yaha something funny happened, u watch it urself ahz.. she drop some liquid on the table.. den kena dirty the place... he came in, the camera spoil... she brought a tissue from his work place.. den touch the liquid... the liquid kena.. the eye and all that... *sigh

the guy was broading over it when she is admited to hospital, he go do something he liked to do.. he go racing, den he past the bike keys to the worker, meaning give the bike.. keep everything in a luggage, packed and go... leaving everything to his disciple..

next thing.. she got her eyes recovered... she was sad, cos he was not there.. she tot he left her... she is real sad, she is missing him... den she found out she was in front cover.. of the photo magazine...

she strolled along where they usually hang out, and saw him one fine day.. he was wearing sunglasses... a paper flew.. and blown towards her.. its her picture.. she den realise... he gave up his eyes for her... .. its so touching... i cried.. again.. its so sad.. its really so sad... haiz...



Saturday, August 07, 2004
「 what behind my shadow. 11:17 AM 」

village..
the movie is one of the most meaningful story.. it depicts.. how monsters actually take the form as greed, money.. hmmm, the monster, yeah its actually greed.. that why there is a border.. between the village and city life.. the village has only life stocks and nothing else, no vehicles.. i was laffing when the gal who is ivy (i think) cross the barrier then she encountered this kind policeman who is in this vehicle.. haha then my god. i realise the timeline.. lol.. its a very interesting plot.. and i love the way the author or the writer describes greed and money as monsters... and in order to convince everyone they go and make a stupid monster suit.. which aint scary at all.. looks like a stupid pig to me.. haha... take care guys... the village.. aint really scary... but its a great plot.. haha great but would suggest to go on a weekday not worth ur weekend ticket =D



Friday, August 06, 2004
「 what behind my shadow. 6:45 PM 」

todae, its a miracle, i enjoy it.. u enjoy it.. i dun wanna say more. hehe. its a miracle. i love u.. todae its juz so great. u made it perfect!! thank u....i will be strong.. i promise... =D



Thursday, August 05, 2004
「 what behind my shadow. 8:32 AM 」

william hung in singapore

his teeth, scary shit...
Prices (exclude SISTIC Fee) :

Standard -$98, $78, $68, $58, $48, $98 (box seats)
Please add to above price $2 SISTIC Fee for tickets above $20 and $1 SISTIC Fee for tickets below $20. Charges include GST where applicable.

haha so expensive one, think its for charity.. there is n Admission for children aged below 6 years old. Children aged 6 years old and above must purchase ticket for admission into Venue. haha parental guidiance ahz.. for a lama to act!!!! stupid shit.. haha but a chinese prize.. something to be proud of.. his guts.. is the only thing that i admire...




Wednesday, August 04, 2004
「 what behind my shadow. 7:34 PM 」

todae, been a mama's boy, bringing mum out to buy vegetable.. haha i see envy in every mothers' eyes in the market. haha. u can juz feel it.. haha i hope i could buy wif her everyday.. and yeah get to learn how to choose meat, and vegetables and get the best bargain and all.. hehe... yeah.. and been resting at home. heee. i enjoy myself.. but yeah i m missing u, always... muackz..



Tuesday, August 03, 2004
「 what behind my shadow. 8:45 PM 」

i wish i could have undo things, but the fact is not, its juz a moment of carelessness. and now i suddenly felt so empty. i think u are not coping well, u have doubts. who dun.. everyone does. its juz a matter of how much and i have juz increased ur level of doubt of me. i m sorry if u dun trust me no more. i m sorry ok. but what i said is true, i m sorry again. real sorry. did i hurt u. i hope i did not. cos ur so fragile. i m sorry... urghh. i really miss ya. pls.. dun leave me.. pls.. haiz..



Sunday, August 01, 2004
「 what behind my shadow. 10:05 AM 」



the last samurai, a touching story, a mush get vcd... a very patriotic story abt samurais.. *sigh...